Thursday, December 26, 2013

Love

















I'm not one who is an expert on love, or even one who knows very much about love. Lately I have come to notice that I think I have a very different view of love. I feel that love is something that happens once. Don't get me wrong I love lots of people, but I feel that I want to love just one time. I want to love someone with all my heart, with every fiber of my being, the love of life time just once. I want to have what my grandparents had. Maybe I am too much like my name sake my Grandpa Lynch who died of a broken heart. The story goes that Grandma Lynch died and my Grandpa survived long enough to see my sister be born, but the whole time he was miserable without his love. I want to love someone so much that I would be miserable without them. That living without them would be just surviving.

Anyone who knows me knows that I LOVE chick flicks. I pretty much watch the same chick flicks over and over again. I have my staples, and I stick to them. As I have been watching these chick flicks over the years I don't think I ever thought I want a love like that, because it seems like the people in these movies go from one love to the next. This theory on love does make great movies though. In one of these movies it talks about how love fades… if love is love does it really fade? I think that if it truly is love it only grows stronger.

Well these are just the thoughts from one single girl about love…

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

PRAXIS & The End of The Semester
















Here is the big news….
I PASSED THE PRAXIS!!!!
No more state tests!!! No more stressing!!! I'm so close to being a real teacher!!

I have been counting down till the end of the semester for a while now, but I think I will make this official. ONLY 14 MORE DAYS!!! I'm actually kind of sad about this. I know crazy right!! I came back from Thanksgiving break and realized that I missed my 4th grade students. I don't want to leave them! I also don't want to leave my Rexburg family! Finally I don't want to be an adult… ok yeah I'm old and I'm technically an adult, but I don't know what my life is going to be like without getting up and going to class everyday. I don't know what I'm going to do when I don't have a teacher to be mad at. I don't know what I'm going to do when I can't go to my favorite teacher's class. I don't know what I'm going to do when I'm not a student anymore. Rexburg has become my home, and even though it may drive me crazy I have come to love the people here. BYU-Idaho and Rexburg will always have a special place in my heart, because the things I have learned and the people I have met.

ANYWAYS only 14 more days!!!!